Sooo I suck and have been doing really badly, basically. I'm hoping school will help, and am gonna try to do well for these two weeksish. We will seee...:/

145 this morning. Was kind of surprised but oh well. Today: 160 oatmeal, about ten grapes=20-30cals, bar: 210. Run soon, burn 300. Whewww.

Just ran 2.5 miles. Only added a few carrots. tomorrow oatmeal (16o), run, then 200 cal bar at work...hopefully thats it! Plus a run. Hoping to be 144 tomorrow

I was feeling disgusting this morning, and was thinking about not eating, but I decided I need to make myself eat and exercise and keep going. I didn't weigh, but I don't think it could have been that bad, and I just had 230 cals and will burn it off. I have 4 weeks and I still need to love myself no matter where I am and strive for what I want. I figure even if I am 143, 140, and 137, I still have another whole week to keep it there and maybe lose an extra pound! So there's no point in starving myself, especially since that never works at home.

I just can't do what I did last night again. I'm going to weigh next Friday, I've decided, and hope it's low 140's.....SEE ANDREW SUNDAY!

Bad night, why am I such an idiot??? 4 weeks from tomorrow

I had a bad night the other night. It was BAD. I was ashamed, but not as bad as normal. So yesterday, I only had a small plate of spaghetti at dinner and cherries, and burned about 250 calories. Today, I had oatmeal, cherries, and then tried to run but wasn't really up for it. Then I weighed 145, so not THAT bad. Just ate a 340 cal healthy choice meal. Going to do some exercise later, maybe a bike ride.

Just ate some ice cream unfortunately....ugh! But weighed 145.5 before that, so. I'll run tomorrow and..go from there. Still feeling better about everhything!!